every heartbeat says

2007-05-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hello loves,
I've moved.
http://chessus.livejournal.com

2007-05-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

I HAD TO BLOG THIS!
My dad actually bought my mom a ralph lauren shirt?
I couldn't believe my eyes.
This was the first time ever i saw my dad buying something for my mom.
He even told me he wouldn't be buying cause he haven't got cash with him.
I'm so please with my dad and glad (:
After 17 years of my life, this is the first time ever my dad got something for mom.
Im sure she's happy (on the inside) :D
But honestly, my dad made my mom's day.
Other than me and my favouritest brother's gift, because he's never treated her that well for so long.
I cannot remember a day where he didnt make her upset.
I love my dad and my mom and my beloved brother.
They make a great family.
And my great God gave me a great family (:
I love my God and He is my FIRST !

God's moving.
(I'm gonna change!)

2007-05-12T15:42:00.001+08:00

Without You,
I am my own disaster.

Spiderman 3 was good,
watched it with E3 ! before service yesterday.
Toby Mcguire <3
Hurhur!

PASTOR KONG'S ZE MAN, MAN!
He's funky, he's cool, and beyond all that,
he's a great man of God.
Super anointed sia!
His sermons are extremly powerful!
:D
I'm a Convertionist and Pop Culture.

I'm sick of cupnoodles,
and it's gonna rain.

Chinese Os this 28th may, i pray that i get an A!

-

And i watched Eragon on the dvd just now, it was good.
I realised that in every movie, good will definitely triumph over evil.
The meanie gets the booboo.
The hero and the villian.
Ine Spiderman3, Spiderman's the hero and the villian's that black liquidish thing.
Eragon's the hero while the villian's the uhm this guy.
And we love the hero, don't we?

Everyone's looking for someone they can look up to.
Someone they would call a hero.
Like what Pastor Kong preached last night about Pop Culture, it made me realised so much.
All of us wants something that we can tangibly rely on.

In every movie, this emotion called admiration and envy draws out of us.
In sappy romance movies, there'd usually be this tingling feeling in our hearts.
Envy again.
But really, it's all reality.

I have the answers to what you're looking for.
Everything we need, we can turn to God.
There is a God who cares!
And that's why i'm a radical, onfire christian.
They call me a fool, they think im too committed.
But i'm living for my God who created me.
Who made me who i am.
Who has chosen my destiny.
Like how Sapharo (in Eragon) chose him to be the dragon rider.
God chooses us.
It is He who i long for.
It is He who i will glorify.
It is He who i surrender my all.
It is Jesus.

For all out there who are in utter disbelief, it's up to decide if you believe it or not.

I love my God!
Captivated by Your beauty
Falling deeper in You (:

2007-05-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

n

HHAHAHAHAH,
WE WERE THE FIRST EIGHT!
(look at all the obvious changes, except genius/jolie/joelle)
I love them all (:
Especially the twins!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH :D
They never fail to bring a smile to my face!

Look at us, this was heart awards 2005!
Please start laughingggggg!

I'm looking at shutterfly, all those (LOL)memories flooded back.
It's so funny, looking at how much i've changed and grown.
To be more God-like !
I love being a christiannnnnnn

2007-05-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

Ouch ):
(It's been hurting for 2 whole days!)
I seriously can't study with this pain in my tummy.
Mom's gonna bring me to the doc's later.
I hate doctors and medication and drips.
AND NEEDLES.
If it's appendix, i think i need an op.
hahahahaah

Ehp 3:12 :D

2007-05-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

(: Vintage,

Thanks Love, you're a great help :D

I CANNOT WAIT FOR PASTOR KONG THIS 10TH & 11TH MAY!
Oh man, math was bad.
Horrible ):
It was harder than a rock.
But i still love math.
SS was awesome!
I picked just 2 chaps, and both came out.
It really IS God, because there was a mixture of questions (part a/b) in questions 2/3/4.
Like phew, hahha.

So i went to Vivo with Isabella and Winona today :D
Bestie and Best(Funny Bunny!)
Then met Char to Wu! :D

can't stop praising You !

I realised something,
secular music are all so sadistic/emotional.
There's no life in it.

2007-05-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ISABELLA LIM AND WINONA WEE!
They are so adorable :D

I am a coffee addict
and that is bad.
(Drink one or two cups everyday)
How does caffine harm the body?
I forgot, really.

♡

2007-05-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

Chung Cheng High for Christ (:

And yes, we smuggled into their school.
They have this really huge pond/lake(?), for i don't know what reason.
HAHA!

Cheryl Adri Mel Joanna YY :D
(We looked like a forest that day and it wasn't planned)

It was like those days when SJC had our first fruits of revival.
It's their turn.
They legacy will go on.

Clara Winona Adri Charmaine :D
STC's turn will come too!

We belong to God, and we will claim it back.

-

Planetshakers' newest album is really good.

-

Every part of my life is Yours, and Yours alone.
Every beat of my heart is Yours I will surrender to You.
I lay my life at Your feet.
God i give you every part of me
Take my everything, it's You that i seek
All I want to be is where You are
I'm Yours.

-

If you feel like there's no one you can turn to,
there's always God Almighty.
He will wipe away those tears.
(:
AND HE IS REAL!

-

While was writing my composition for the English examinations the other day,
i did the topic on Money.
And while i wrote, i thought.
And i thought some more.
I'm really fortunate, unlike those living at the 3rd world countries.
It keeps coming back.
We've great families, great lives.
We have friends we can rely on.
But they?
None.
They live eat drink breathe poverty.
And here we are complaining that we haven't got enough.

How about orphanages?
No happy hand-hold-parents days.
No one they can call Mom, or Dad..

Okay, (:
I'm off to do some work.
I've been mugging hard.
(Pats myself on the back), LOL

2007-04-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE !
And the walls of Jericho will fall on the 7th day,
FAITH + UNUSUAL ACTS = BREAKTHROUGH
God answers our prayers when we have faith.
Fasting and prayer and giving.
Trust in our God!
-For details, you can ask me what has God in my life, hahaha.
Some are personal so i don't want it exposed to the rest of the world.

(45/25 !)

Espresso is good :D
(But once a month maybe? Not too much, you'd die)
I love coffee, which is very bad.

I love God!
I love Pastors!
I love Garrett and Wendy and all the other leaders!

Chew is my bestfriend!
I love Chew!
I love LOVE :D
I love Hospi mates a lot (:
We love serving Pastors and doing all those nonsense.
I love peers !

I LOVE ALL MY PEOPLE !

Love is not all talk.
Love is proven by actions!

Oh yeah, i'm home alone.
Nigel's off to study at the airport (how could he)
Parents are overseas.
Feels good to have the whole house to yourself.
Hahahahah

Train ride home was abusive.
And HAHA!

Okay, great kick off.
Thanks God!
You care about everything in my life and their life and all of our life.
I bow down and throw my crowns.
Lord, take me and use me, with all that i am.

Sweet pea,
Nights.

2007-04-27T22:10:00.000+08:00

You're my signal fire

This is mugging season and i can't wait for it to be over.
But thank God, He's helping so much!

In Jesus' name,
Amen.

2007-04-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

Training today was good (:
We benefitted a lot, especially the newer ones.
God will move in our CGs !

I've got a haircut and im pretty satisfied with it.
BUT, it's too thick.
My main purpose was for it to be thinner.

Parents flying off to Bangkok this sat.
1. Freedom (partially)
2. No one's gonna wake me up (which is bad)
3. I have exams when they're away, so i cannot afford to wake up late.

4. I finished studying the chapters i picked for SS (MYE) in 2 hours and sure i do feel good. MUST BE GOD! :D
1 down and (bio,chem,lit,history,math) 5 to go.
I need help in Chemistry.
Hahahhah

Why didn't Bio combine with Physics?
Because there was Chemistryyyy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAI8_lp8CRc
Sahai sent me this, it's so cute and original.
Love it.

2007-04-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

Breakthrough breakthrough
Breakthrough
Break
Through
Breakthroughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
BREAKTHROUGH

And oh, i do need to study too.
This is bad.
:) i'm at an advantage, says Wendy.
E3, we will !
Something's gonna happen
AND CG was extremly good!
3 hours 20 mins, what do you think?
Hahhaahah
WENDY NEO WEN LI WO HEN AI :D

I love our Sonshine E3 :B
SU YAN YUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, i can't wait!

2007-04-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

I hate gastric pains.
And God took them away (:
After praying.
Hopefully it wouldn't come back again.
I don't want to visit doctors that will stuff a scan tube in my throat, all the way down to my gastric to check if there's a hole.
Then i'd cry.
Because i suspect there is.
My gastric is realleh bad.
Hahahahah, but God is good.
He heals!

Service was powerful can.
I mean every service is.
I love Pastor Liaaaaa :D
Happy Birthday, you rock!

Dawn Hee Bilingggggg,
things are gonna be fine.
Trust in Him, take those doubts away.

Sonshine E3 please fly.

2007-04-21T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hahahahaah,
you know what?
I love my people :D

So what did i do today?
Ate coke chicken wings, and i'm loving it.
My mom can really cook.
And i like her food (:

It's Pastor Lia's birthday tomorrow!
I can't wait.
She's a great woman of God, who honours God and carries Him in her.
When i see my Pastors, i see their hearts.
For youths, for us.
And they, they sacrificed much.
No Pastors, no heart of God church.
And i'm so thankful for such great Pastors who love us so dear.
I love my spiritual parents!

Sweet dreams,
pumpkin pie.

2007-04-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

Flashing 2 pearly rows of straight teeth,
with a smile as wide as her mouth could bring.

There.
You see her, filled with happiness.
No not happiness, joy.
Gleaming from the inside to the out,
as her face shone with light.

God.
That's what she had.

Now you see another girl across that street,
broken teeth, hair all over her face you can hardly see her eyes.
She was broken, sexually abused.
That brought her to her sanity.
"Oh well," she thought, "that's the way how God wants my life to be."

As we look deepdown, we see hurts.
We see our wounds.
Those nights where we cried our hearts out.
It was painful.
You merely wanted happiness, but all you found was a sugarcry.

Maybe that's the end.
Nah uh.
Jesus will save your day,
like how He has saved mine.

It wasn't the same as before,
(continue, my dear ol' friend)

2007-04-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

Write my story
because i'm in awe of You

Today wasnt any better.
I wasted 3 hours on bus rides.
(And i'm not gonna talk about it, hahaahahhaa)
Too long a bus rise could kill some brain cells, but i did a lot of thinking.
So it was a profitable one.
Not bad after all.

(I NEED TO STUDY)

http://christianrock.net

I love God,
and i don't know how to explain it.
There's just too much to say.
Some think i'm crazy or mad, worshipping some God whom they haven't yet seen.
But i know He's real.

And this is for you,

I will carry you by Air five

Just a freshmen, he's the new kid
Been six weeks and he still sits alone
Cause his happiness has ended
Ever since his dad left
Now the home is dyin
Mom's still cryin
Dads not tryin
And no one knows

Just as faith is about to let go
That's when my Jesus said
No. This one is mine
I will not let him go
Hear the voice of your Savior and know
I Will Carry You

Meet Kristina she's the prom queen
Runner up for three years in a row
And her dinner plate is quite clean
With frequent visits to the bathroom
Alone she's dyin
The Mirrors lyin
Her heart is cyrin
And no one knows

Just as faith is about to let go
That's when my Jesus said
No. This one is mine
I will not let her go
Hear the voice of your Savior and know
I Will Carry You

Broken pieces
Scattered on the
Ground's unstable
I can't find
My way is refuge
For the broken
Take my hand
I'll lead you there

He's whispering i love yous,
He's not letting you go.
His love blew me away.
Jesus, my Jesus.
:D
I've heard Your voice, i've learnt Your ways.
They should too.
Cheap thrills dont last long.
Firstly they are cheap and secondly they are just thrills.
What do you get from thrills huh?
3 days of high.
2 weeks of love?
9 months of pain.
Heartaches and brusies all over soon after.
Think about it.

Got God?

2007-04-12T20:52:00.000+08:00

This was the first time my heart ached so much.
I love my leaders, a lot.

Garrett has been a great great great great (i have to emphasize on all the greats) zone leader. He always has the heart to go an extramile. I admire him and he is my role model manzxzz, so is Wendy! She's my leader since forever (: I've grew. Because of her. And most definitely God, who brought these people into my life and making me who You want me to be, moulding and changing me. I love my God.

I was at wikipedia.com (loves it)
and i did a search on God.
I found greek gods and do you know how many thousand gods they have.
I was amazed at the number of idols they were worshipping.
Kinda cool for factual interest, but not for worship.

I like it when it's hot.

KISS,

2007-04-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

Kiss they

Awesome meeting with Garrett today!
He's one awesome man of God!

Love.
Love love lololove loveveve.
L-o-v-e.
Lurb.
:D

It's times like these where we'd grow, flen.
Can one.
We'll do it together!

I love my team and my CG,
we're the loveliest bunch with the hoGc's DNA.

Jesus is love.
Church is love.
Family is love.
But Jesus is my ultimate loverup (:

2007-04-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Mighty fellow warriors, it's time for war.
For the girls, we should be Mulan wannabes :D

I am impressed.
By God.

Looking at earth, you can see the beauty of it all.
And biology lessons never fail to keep me awake.
Our God is a God of details, going to the indepths.
Not just the surface.
And for us to be created in His image, i say it is a privilege.
Was watching animal planet or whatever you call it,
and wow.
Go see it for yourself and you'd be blown away by God and His creations.
(Erhem, by looking at myself, i know God's awesome. HAHAHAHAHA!)

I'm sneaking in to ChungCheng Main next week :D
And i'm reallllllllllly excited!

My always-used-phrase-these-days: Can one!
Dictionarydotcom is coolios.

Easter's gonna be good!

God's presence is refreshing, i lurbx it!
A lot.

Oh updates, i lost my ezlink card/sim card (965...) and i was killed last night.
Terrible.

Goodnight fellow readers

2007-03-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

I feel stretched :D
Can't wait for Zone Prayer Meeting tomorrowwwwwww!

A whole new level, adri.

I skipped UG camp, skipped CCA, skipped POP training.
How boring can CCA get, tell me.

Imai! Ke yi de!
Just a lil' more.

Highlight:
I SAW JOHN CHEOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss misssssssss girlfriend (nickname for prisch bestfriend)
In VJ, think he veli the cool.

2007-03-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

Prescence of God :D
I love so so so so so so so much.
It's so sweet, so refreshing.
My team's going towards it (:
Becoming a spiritual team.
Things are getting good!

Easter's gonna be awesome!

Revival in CCH main :D
I'm really excited!
Harvest, Summertime.

I LOVE E3, I LOVE MY TEAM (:

Thanks God, for great people who surround me.
They care enough to worry.
They love enough to care.

Thanks Pastors, for building such a great church.
You guys are my role models.
Thanks Garrett and Wendy, for being such great leaders.
The 2nd people i look up to!
Thanks Mom&Dad, for bringing me up.
I respect you guys and i love you with all my heart.
Thanks friends, for pulling me along.
We're in this together (:
Thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks.

I love Jesus hen duo.
Bu yao xiao kan wo de Ye Shu :D
Hahaahahahaha i'm offffffffffffffff

2007-03-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

fly, :D

I love love love love love love God !

2007-03-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

I've got the best peer friends ever :D

So we've came out with a plan, a really sly one!
HAHAAHAAHA, i'm excited!
(16thhhhhhhhh)
Who says christians can't have fun!

Nights :B

2007-03-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

I'm growing old with You under that big oak tree :D

Hate me or love me,
i still will.
God has His plans.

Stand.
Faith.
Self-Control.

I'm short, and i like my height.
Hahhaahahhaahahhaaaaaaaa

She hid under her bed,
with a torch at hand.
Light.
It surpasses all fear.
It breaks the darkness.
It brings warmth.
Light and salt of the world.
C'mon, are you still on?
There's hope.
There's easter :D

2007-03-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm blown away.
By?

You.

2007-03-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

So hum Hallelujah

Slitting of wrists seem to be the talk of the town.
The other day i heard a dad lecturing his daughter about that.
Killing yourself, isn't the easy way out.
How about God?
He's the best best bestest solution :D

And oh, some want attention.
Others find it cool.
Excuses excuses.
God can heal your wounds.
Because He has healed mine (:
It was ice cream headaches and sweet avalanche.
But now, there isn't anymore.

I'm a Christian, ask me why!
I love my God, ask me why!
Ask me why.

2007-03-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

Ew.
I hate being sick.
Haven't been to school for 2 days ):
I wanna studyyyyyyy.
I missed 2 periods of lit and 3 periods of bio,
the most important lessons within these 2 days.

Better go mug now.
Haahahahaa
See you (:
I know Jesus will heal me soon,

2007-03-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16TH IMAI :D
i love you so,

I like tissue paper.
It abosrbs dirt/tears/etc,
like how God will.
But we'd all throw it away cause it's dirty.
Have you every wondered?
Jesus died for us on that very cross just to wash away our sin.
He took every guilt, every single sin.
Emphasis: Every
But did He complain?
Don't throw God away.
I never will because i know what He has done for me.

Some do, cause of past shame.
Friends?
Persecution?
Wordly things?

No Jesus, no you and i.

2007-03-20T12:59:00.000+08:00

:D breakthrough every ceiling,
every wall,
every brick.

I miss.

Good-day.
I don't like it when i'm sick ):

2007-03-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

Chew is Cute,
has Charisma
got Character
she goes to Church regularly,
and she's got Christ!

what more to describe her?
simply Cool to be with her.

2007-03-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

Bubble-wrapped heart :D
Bubble wrap protects.
Like a safe guard.

Your faithfulness
Unfailing love, You lead me with Your hands
With Your arms around me
For You alone are my strong tower
I will lift my heart & soul to worship You alone! (:

2007-03-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

I'm burnt.
Like a baked pie.

E3 outing was relleh fun :D

Revival Meeting/Worship session is gonna be fantastic!

2007-03-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

I have sweaty palms,
and no i don't like them.

I like alphabets though.
They make up cool words that form sentences.
And is therefore expressed outwardly by speech.

I love being a lit student.

I love Jesus more than anyone else!
Ye2 Shu1 hao3 ku4! :D

2007-03-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

Happy 1-erhem-8-erhemmmmm-th Ms Chewing-gum!
Old already, don't act drive car.
I can too!

At the Arcade :D

Over to YY's (:
Lurb her!

2007-03-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

I miss you and you and you and you.
I miss her fire.
I miss her passion.
God will take care.

Help me, oh Lord.

I miss bestfriend too.

2007-03-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

I love my Pastors and Garrett and Wendy hen duo den duo :D

Adri, to infinity and beyond (:
Pull out the roots.

I've got tons of homework!
God, give me hands that can write fast and NEAT.
hahahahaa

C'mon now,
Don't judge.

I love Hospi crew, we went high after ignite!
It was fun working with ru cheryl keegan noni esther y.xinyi winnie jieru and darren :D
Erhemmmmmm.
With angmo and chinese, it was total havoc sia.
LOL

2007-03-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

It's a breeze.
Pouring all of them out made me feel so much better,
Thanks God for receiving my burdenssssssssss.
And yes i will, for You alone.

Rely on God's strength, not yours.

"A pillar, no substituite!"

2007-03-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

God spoke a lot these few days!
I know i'm safe within His arms.

2007-03-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

It's merely a name.
A tag; a label.
Time and time again.
That's why i admire them.
How they stuck to it.

Not for the sake of doing, but for the One whom i love and adore :D

2007-03-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

Coughs, i hate them.

I dread Sports Day,
i don't want to take part in 200m finals ):

Ohoh,
I miss Dawne!
Everyone's falling sick.
In the name of Jesus,
Every blind man see;
Every heart sets free.

2007-03-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen. It's an explanation other people will understand.

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.

"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children?
If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving a God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.

The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! What happens is, people do not come to me."

"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

2007-03-07T12:23:00.000+08:00

Singpore's government are definitely smart,
and i'm proud to be a Singaporean :D

Didn't go to school today, wasn't feeling too well.

Oh yes yes,
I've got a new number.
But i'll still be using my old number.
Do ask me for it, thanks (:

I'll miss Michelle Leeeeeeee

2007-03-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

Protege is good.
Worth those bucks.

Day wasn't well.
Heartaches and disappointments.
Goodnight.
I know Jesus still cares (:

2007-03-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

No more time to waste,
fly adri fly (:
Peter Pan says think a happy thought and we'd fly.
I'm not only gonna think happy thoughts, i'm gonna make them happen.
And Jesus will make me fly.

Reputation matters not.

I've boxed myself up in Christ!
My piority, yo.

Winkie Pratney's such a cool man of God.

I love my mehs :D
A LOT!

2007-03-04T01:12:00.000+08:00

Huhu loves, i'm timothy.
(Huhu means Hello if you didn't realised)

CALLING ALL SUNSHINE E3 KIDS
CALLING ALL SUNSHINE E3 KIDS
There will be an outing on the 15th March :D
Here goes the plan:
1. Sentosa/EastCoast
We're gonna have some fun in the sun
2. SUPER GOOD DINNER
Anywhere, be it Chomps or?
3. FUNFAIR
Exciting, i know (:

So here's the deal, kids.
Jesus loves you and i!
Jesus feeds the hungry
Jesus is a rockerGodman
Jesus is always making me laugh
Jesus is my Bestest Friend
Jesus is my Boyfriend
Jesus is my Husband
Jesus, 'i heart, liver, kidney, eye, lung You'
(stole that cool phrase from DAWNHEEBILING WHOM I LOVE SO MUCHHHHH)

Oh yes.
I've got a new crush.
He's called Jasper.
7 this year, Xueying's brother.
He has got muscles and he likes orange.
Not a phildophile.
I love kids :D
Jesus loves the young, too!

2007-03-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

The sand, the sea

Now i know what's it like to blush.
Blood flows to our cheeks and you'd feel this weird sensation.
Ahhhhhh, i shy.
HAHAHAHAHA

Your beauty surpasses all.
Jesus Christ, my beautiful Saviour.
Teach me Your ways.

2007-03-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

1.25am and i see Your bottle of stars
that You took from the Heavens and placed them
so nice and neat.
They bring not only light, but warmth.
Heart-throb, You're my Hero (:

MATH ROCKS minus away transformation
Cause i don't understand a thing or two.
No, 3 things or 4.
Brrr, it drives me nuts.

Drilling Bio notes in my brain is so exciting!

2007-02-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

Mistakes.
I remember Pastor told me if we made one, it's okay.
Move on and repent.
Having them said that, i was really encouraged (:
And i don't mind reading it over and over again.
Hahahahaha.
I love my Spiritual Parents :D
Bestest people ever!

2007-02-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Gastric hurts like anything.
So darlings, don't learn from me.
Never go dieting and starve yourself.
I did that in sec2, and now i suffer :D
Maybe i should add in more details to scare you.
You'll have a hole in your intestines.
Gastric juice kills.
Now i cant even skip meals, it'll hurt like free.

Happy Birthday Iannnnnnzxzxzx!

Thanks God,
You rock :D:D:D:D
Wo hao ai Niiiiiiiiiiiiiii hen duo !

2007-02-26T16:51:00.000+08:00

Burp-Accusations-Full.

Mission was fun :D
Father Gerald wasn't any ordinary priest, Joshua and Francis are HAHAHA too.
Not forget that girl.
Their humour wasn't those errrr ones, but, i also don't know how to put it.

I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
So i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place.
Yellowcard's 'View from Heaven' is just so nice!

Let your world be full of colour.
Tired?
He'll carry you.

Yours truly

Alone, he sat,
As they stared at him with disappointment.
Some were mocking, others shook their heads.

Their faces displayed emotions of disgust.
Goose pimples started standing.
They were afraid.
Afraid to be his friend,
Afraid to be related to him.
As if he had some sort of disease
A disease that was so contagious
That they had to run away from

But they don’t know
What’s lying beneath.

This man was filled with sorrow
He didn’t want to be born like this
Neither did he want to behave this way
But no one knew his hurts.

And yes, he is gay.

Home.
He was searching for one.
Somewhere he could bury all his feelings.
They were of mix emotions.
Deep down, he wants a change
But science doesn’t allow him to.
He was born with those hormones,
That no one could prevent from.

Even his parents rejected him,
Their own flesh and blood.

Humiliated, and filled with angst.

Down that lane, lived Alfred
Whose life was not any better.
Discrimination went loose on those tongues.
Where is their heart of compassion?
Where is their love for others?

They judged.
They criticized.
He stored all those rage in him.
Sick and tired, he wished like the first, that he could find a home.
A home where he would belonged.

On the last building down this street,
Lived Clara.

More than just living there, she made a living there.
“An hour, US$500”
Was what she did everyday single day.

These beasts would end up torturing her.
They forced her to do what she didn’t want to.
And this was how she grew up
for the rest of her teenage life.

Her neighbors strongly objected,
But her parents left her when she was 5.
They sold her to the so-called beauty parlour
Where they promised she would only be doing make-up and hair.

Lies.
Utter rubbish.

She was slapped,
If she refused to sleep with those beasts.
She was left to suffer without food,
If she refused to do what those beasts wants to.
“Just a little more, just one more client”
Trying to encourage herself,
Trying to console herself.

Again, she merely wanted to fit in,
She wanted a home.

These are lives,
That are different from others.
And they?
They really wish to say goodbye.
They wanted someone who would never shun.

2007-02-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

aalteam.blogspot.com
is such an insult.
Respect twits la, what's their problem.

I love Jesus,
Beautiful Saviour

Oh oh, i realised.
Some people who are older, aren't even as mature.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-02-25T00:51:00.000+08:00

God, turn my mourning into dancing please. ):

It's scary how people change in a jiffty.
Like Zoom.
And baam, they are one new person.
I'll miss you, friend?

2007-02-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

I like Frank Sinatra.

Is it me, or is it me?
I tend to look at people when i'm idle or when my MP3s popped in.
Looking at their behavior, their actions and slowly, you'd see their characters.
Like today, i saw these 2 kids waiting eagerly at the bus stop with their mom. And when the bus arrived, they were elated, waving frantically at this figure.
He's not just a figure, he's their dad.
When he alighted, he was smiling from teeth to teeth too.
You should see their expressions.
So much love for each other.
It brings me joy just to see others happy.
And he touches the boy on his face, with his hand that coul cover the boy's face.
I bet it was a warm and assuring touch.

That's what Daddy God does (:
Our Heavenly Father.
"You are son/daughter whom i am well pleased."
God said that in the Bible.
We mean so much to him even though we sin.
Sin is not only murder or stealing.
Sin is having a bad thought or even a white lie.
But Jesus forgives.
And died on the cross for us 2000 years ago.
Sacrificing and being humiliated.
I'm thankful.
So am.

I like it when they smile.
A smile is the best present anyone can have.
Laughs and giggles.
Haahahahah, so don't forget to smile.
Maybe it hurts so much inside, maybe you're faking a front.
But you'd melt almost immediately when someone smiles at you or makes you smile.

And Jesus makes me smile.
So much (:

2007-02-24T01:04:00.000+08:00

and i'd fly with glee
if only you would.

Day is fulfilled :D

I give Him my all
because He gave me His blood.
He's been through what we're going through,
maybe a million times worst.
'Next Door Saviour' by Max Lucardo is a real good one.

Sometimes, the lil' things that they do warms my heart.
It's the gesture, not the amount.

I sit on the MRT train and see God's wonderful creations.
Some treasure their life, some don't
and that's such a pity ):
But i do hope they come to their senses.
Old or young, both are equally fine.
They make you smile from teeth to teeth.

Good-day sweet pumpkins

2007-02-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'd live for Your smile and die for Your kiss

You make me smile so wide
You know You're somewhere stuck inside my mind.

Today is a happy day.
Yay.
So much so, i'm filled with all the emotions in the world.
Do you see it?
Im happy.

2007-02-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

Epic Movie is disgusting.
(They anyhow rate siaaaaaaa)
Don't watch.
Went with IMAI! to watch.
She loves food republic's hokkien mee.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Some people are insane.

2007-02-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

I realise i blog everyday.

Look at this, Brenda's cutsie lil' poem.

An untitled poem

Lack of inspirations,

Lack of ideas.

Lack of a good poem.

Where are my inspirations?

Where are my ideas?

How am I to write this poem.

A blockage in my brain,

A non-active brain.

Results in an empty mind.

I asked for inspirations,

I asked for ideas.

With no response, I’m caught in a struggle.

To end this struggle,

I ponder and wonder.

All I can think of is to copy and paste.

I know it is wrong,

A dishonest thing to do.

Out of desperation, only miracles will do.

I stare at the empty screen once again,

With blank thoughts flying through me.

I’ve decided!

Decided to pen down my thoughts and feelings.

As I think and type,

I realise it’s sounding like a poem.

When I finish my last sentence,

This is it, Brenda’s poem.

How cute :D I love Guiping!

2007-02-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework
I haven't done my homework

There isn't a lot though.
I just have to finish writing my 150 word poem and my prose passge.
That's all.
Literary devices, diction................

And oh, my poem's about homosexuals.
My heart goes out to them.
Or maybe i'd change?
I wanna write about something people hate, and despise.
C'mon, give them a chance.
You haven't heard their side of the story
And i bet they're changing
or are forced to live in such a lifestyle.

Jesus heals the brokenhearted

2007-02-20T03:15:00.000+08:00

Hi,
I like my coffee cold.
Midnight movies are sweet lullabys.
Mr and Mrs Norbit was humour all the way.
Pretty disgusting, actually.
This movie wasted some of my time, but i did enjoy it.
Like this much( )!
And really there aren't much good movies around anymore ):
Movies that are worth my 9 bucks.

Mischa is hot, but Keds (shoebrand) is much hotter HPY!

CNY celebrations are boring, sadly.
But yknow, when there's me, there's light :D

I miss my Pastors and Rinnah!
Rae reminds me of Nanaaaaaaaaaaaaa

& i miss my clique.
The first ever, since sec1.
But
haahahahaahahaha, oh well (:
Sometimes there are things in life i'd never regret.
And one of them is leaving.
To infinity and beyond.
They can't, and will not.
Friends, but not for life.
Cliche messages are spas.
I don't believe in those.

Goodnight fellows

2007-02-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

So what if i'm Holy?
So what if i'm a Christian?
So what?

I love God :D
Hear the trees and their joyful cries.
I'm gonna glorify and bless Your name!

Thanks Lord, for being there (:
I feel so much better
They're gonna to do great things for You!

2007-02-19T00:05:00.000+08:00

Charmaine Wu is a cutiepie :D
I lurb her worXzXzXxXZXXzz
She act cute post my picture on MSN, zhen shi de.

And i miss I-Mai ):

Anyhoo, my day was,
kinda cool?
Went over to meet my mom's side.
(The long lost family. Mom was adpoted)
Mom has 11 siblings, 1 died, 2 were given away too but they found 1 already.
Yadda da daaaaa, new cousins, new auntys, new uncles.
More angpaos.
EV :D

Then flew over to my paternal side.
Rae is a chinese hottie, loves her.
Shall post her pictures up soon.
She's 1 plus and was posing for the camera.
Hot seh!

Everyone's family is interesting,
it's cool to hear stories during CNY.

2007-02-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

Jesus is King man :D

A hunting is super cool,
cause it shows us how the devil is easily defeated just by a touch of the Bible or by using Jesus' name.
Lucifer is as tiny as a microscopic bacteria.
HAHAHA

2007-02-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

I see my primary school friends and my face turns green.
Hahhahahahaa
Happy Chinese New Year.

Eve.

2007-02-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

You know what?
I love God, a lot.
It's uncountable.
I believe it's because i've got a deep deep revelation of Him (:
I'm willing, Jesus.
So am.
Use me, mould me.
Make me what you want me to be.

They can call me names, but i'm gonna keep going on.
They can say i'm silly, but that's what people do when they are inlove. Especially with You.
They can laugh at me, but i'm hanging on.
They can talk behind my back, they can stab me for all i care because i've got You.
They can, but not a single thing Mr. Lucifer do can move me.
Not at all.
By thy grace, and by thy mercy, we'll all move on.
You've been there even before us.
And that's why, i know Your love is so true.

Jesus i love You (:

2007-02-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

http://www.nemation.sg/view_vote_07.html

Please check this out.
I'm so proud of my school!
I like NEmators best, it's a personal favourite.
Claymation is coolios :D

Fancy that, heh?

2007-02-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

I miss my granny ):

2007-02-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

Valentine's day is such a sad day.
People only express their love on this very day.
Isn't love meant to be in our lives, everyday.
An inwardly expression produced by out outwardly actions.
Love.
What's love?
God is love (:
My one and only True Love!

Oh well, i recieved too many sweets.
(Not that i dont like them but, do something special lah!)
hahaahha
So i did photoshop for all.
Save money, but a lot of time spent.

Sadly now, i've got school on friday.
Full day.
No cuts, no halfs.
What a torment cause' there's CCA.
Double ew.

Thanks to those out there for their lovely gifts.
I love you (:

2007-02-13T15:50:00.001+08:00

It's starting, but God says rejoice when there's persectuion (:
We're all beliving :D

Hahahahaa,

1. The fire i created, oops!
Our table was the messiest, even though it was 7 girls and 1 sing chuen..
2. Charmaine spilled her drink on the butter
3. Phyllis had to arrange her fishballs in such a cutsie manner AND she kept telling me to sit down and eat AND she eats more than anyone else!
4. Peck bbq-ed her sea cucumber and it melted
5. Dawn was just being cute, all way through.
6. Sing chuen was himself and he was as usual, sitting there, eating, without helping out in the cook, AHAHAHHA
7. Elizabeth think she very cool la

The next table was (:
The qing ping quo groupie.
With I-maiiiiiiiiii

We flew kites and played musical chairs.
We sent Char/Shuying with loud Goodbyes which embarrassed us?
We sang, laughed, ate!

2007-02-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hello all (:
Day was great at school, E zone reunion was all the more better (:
I had fun, we had fun!
And whatever is happening now, is safe in God's hands.
He knows, and He sees.
(Will post pictures soon?)

I dislike being accused.
Be at at home or in school.

2007-02-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

Every Little Thing
Delirious?

Everything must change
There’s a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I’ve got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

Every little thing’s gonna be alright
Every little thing’s gonna be alright [x2]

There’s no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I’ve built my house where the ocean meets the land
It’s time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me

When it’s all falling down on you
You’re crying out but you’re breaking in two
When it’s all crashing down on you
When there’s nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you

I hearts this song, He is Mr. Sunshine :D

2007-02-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

I'm not satisfied, Lord.
Give me more, more than i can ever desire.
Take me to Your place.
Thanks for marking me with Your blood, that when those demons see us, they'd run as fast as they can. "One senior, two juniors."
I shall only bow down to the King of all kings.
Jesus Christ :D

MinMin is so cute!
So is Cheryl
and my two playful siamise twins- Dora(the explorer) and Nadia.

When someone offers you a blank phamflet, at Fareast's bridge when they know that you're blank, that's what i call best (: Thanks!

2007-02-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

It's not the end.

God is working in my school,
in Cresent and in CCHSM :D
Prayer + Actions = REVIVAL!

CCA is slack,
wasting my time only.
And oooooh, Sec1s came in today! (:
There's this girl called Adrina. (Er-dri-na)
Actually, mine is pronounced as (A-dri-air-na)
HAHAHAHA

Goodnight
I love mehmehs (:

2007-02-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

3 cheers to DaddyKing

Ew veggiemite.
I hate it, very much.
Not that i dislike vegtables (veg-tablz) but the taste of it is horrendous, which has exactly no link. Random, yes i know.
Char told me to get bootleg, but sadly, i couldnt ):

Nuff' about that.
Life's more than good!

Jesus Jesus,
You laid for our sins,
and now i'll give You with my whole life.
Take it.
Make me who You want me to be.

I'll blog at -beausavior still but i wanted my own, hahahaha.

Sometimes people neglect the most important Person and start regretting,
but hey.
No time for regrets, He wants You back (:

School was joy!
I've a bunch of friends whom i've spent my entire 5 years with.
Cliche 'bestfriends forever', i won't say, but thanks to them, i learnt to guard my hearts.
Thanks for all those sweet nothings.
Jesus forgives, and i shall sit with you (:
They are the other half of my friends whom i so love.
My spiritual siblings are the best yet, including my brothermoo.

Chinese New Year = Take kachings and meeting new cousins!
Interesting fact: My mom found her real family but hey, i still love my foster grandma!
She's the bestestestestestestestest!

Misses?
Granny, in heaven you shall be.
I know you're looking down at me.
Save those tears for another day,
for i've got Jesus in those fray.
Granny, kisses more kisses i will give
To you alone, i will miss

My one and only,
Super granny.

On every year, that same day,
I'll give my respects, i will pray:
'Lord Jesus, take care for popo. Amen!'
Tears that roll,
No longer stay.
I know, popo will not say
But hush now my dear,
He counts them,
every tear.

To You alone, i give all praise
With all my heart, and all those grace
Keep popo safe, in Your embrace
For i'll see You and popo soon

But first, let me finish my race
That baton i'm holding,
"It's your turn," she says.

Love God
Love Pastors
Love People
Love Life,
Indeed Heart of God church is my place